父亲节

* 其实这一个 post 是我在 2007 年的父亲节时写的，我把它从 myspace 那里搬过来而已。

 

Today is my 23th father's day in my life, but my lovely father is staying far far away from me where i will never meet him again. I never  celebreate any father day before, 这是我一辈子的遗憾

 

父亲节对小时候的我来说没有什么特别的意义，但是...当我知道什么时父亲节的时候有点迟了，因为我已经永远的失去了和我一起过这非常有意义的日子的人

 

My mum call me from NZ tonight, the time about 2.30am at her place where is about 10.30pm in malaysia. I have very diff and special feeling when talking to her in the phone, the feeling is totally different with the other time we talk. She seem like try to tell me something... I hope that's a good news rather then bad news. i can feel that she is missing some one who was in our life in this special day and she like to share with me...

 

This is the 9th father's day that my mum stay alone without her lover and the 7th years without me.

不知不觉地我们已经7年没见了。我真的很想很想你,我真的很后悔以前没有真正的享受和你在一起的时间，但是我永远的铭记我们在一起的时候.那是我一辈子感到最光荣,幸福的时段

 

现在想一想我们也没有什么合照的照片，以后我们一定要拍很多很多. 我想我们的唯一三个人的照片应该是我小时生日的吧。

 

为什么总是要等到失去时才知道自己已经拥有太多美好的东西。

爸，我真的真的希望可以亲口对你说一声祝你父亲节快乐。。。。。。

爸,妈!你是我一生中最唯一最真贵,最美好,亲爱的人...

I love you...