Mother call...

Just received the call from my mum this morning. suddenly very very miss her and we have quite sometime never talk to each other. When she asking my "How are you there", i got a very strong feeling of want to have a hug from her and cry at her shoulder...

Recently too many thing happen, break her hearth... Break her trust, Break her secure, break break break.....

Seem like i break everything that we build in 3 years by one...

I really dono what should i do, and how should i do. suddenly have the feeling of emptiness, helpless, and properbly hopeless. I know no matter what i say, is useless and is a lie to you. But i hope my action will rebuild your trust. I will wait and i will do until i get back ur trust

Besides that, i'm seem like lossing my direction in the life, seem like just wake up --> drive to work --> working --> eat --> back --> sleep. Dono what else should i do and dono what should i do.

But my mum voice and talk really warm up my hearth.

Thank and i love you.

Mother Love


I don't want to sleep with you
I don't need the passion too
I don't want a stormy affair
To make me feel my life is heading somewhere
All I want is the comfort and care
Just to know that my woman gives me sweet -
Mother love

I've walked too long in this lonely lane
I've had enough of this same old game
I'm a man of the world and they say I'm strong
But my heart is heavy and my hope is gone

Out in the city, in the cold world outside
I don't want pity, just safe place to hide
Mama please, let me back inside

I don't want to make no waves
But you can give me all the love that I crave
I can't take if you see me cry
I long for peace before I die
All I want to know that you're there
You're gonna give me all your sweet -
Mother love

My body's aching, but I can't sleep
My dreams are all the company I keep
Got such a feeling as the sun goes down
I'm coming home to my sweet -
Mother love