Still remember few days back when i'm waiting chui yee at Ampang park there and don't know why suddenly i turn to the Ai FM which is currently broacast the program call "有爱人间". The girl they invite for this program is call Ernest who was a melancholic (忧郁症患者) to share her experience of the sickness.
I'm not very sure on the whole story because when i turn to that channel it already half of the programme.
Ernest is a mother for 2 children, she was a christian but after she marry with her ex-hunsband, she leave her religion. (I leave out the story between) and she suffer from hypochondria and accidentally kill her daughter in front of her son and being sent into jail.
In the jail, she try to commit suicide for few times by drink the shampoo, but she fail to do that. After that, she being influence by the christian voluntary that visit them in the jail. She try to believe in Christ and help her to abort the thinking of commiting suicide.
At last, she back to the social by lossing her hunsband and her son, because until today her hunsband and her son still unable to accept that she kill her own daughter under the hypochondria.
The most touching portion is that her mother never abandon her alone even she make a so so so big mistake in her life. Her mother still love her as usual from the begining to the end, besides that, she never blame her son and her hunsband never understand her, on the contrary she still blessing for them.
The 2 song she order programme are "你怎么舍得我难过- 黄品源" and "听妈妈的话 - 周杰伦".
The first song make me so touch is that the God, the people love you the most will never let you sad and let you down. Even what you did wrong, they still will be your site.
Ernest order for the 2nd song is because her son is Jay Chow's fan, some more this song is so relate to her story where she really hope that her son will accept back her at one day and understand that what is accually happen at the time she kill his sister.
This story make me weep when I'm driving from office to ampang park there.
你怎麼捨得我難過 - 黄品源
听妈妈的话 - 周杰伦